A Pep Talk to Myself

I will now speak to myself.  Who am I kidding? I AM speaking writing to myself!  No one reads this blog because I keep forgetting to write anything and therefore have nothing to promote!
 Anyway, these past two years have seemed filled with impossibilities.  Everything seems to be a struggle and I feel as though I am just treading water, trying desperately to keep my head above the waves of disappointment, discouragement and disorganization that seems to make up the better part of my days and nights.
  Life.  It's messy, it's challenging, it's chaotic.  It's also beautiful.  There are these distinct moments of clarity and vision amidst the hours and days of fog and disarray.  In those moments I know that I can be more, do more, pray more, love more, live more.
  The challenge is hanging onto those moments long enough to challenge myself to stop treading and start swimming. SWIM dang it, SWIM!
  If I let the currents of life do the moving for me I could end up miles from my intended destination. SWIM!
  Just keep swimming....